holy i am so horrible at school!!  I swear, assignments just sneak right up on me!  Tomorrow will be the death of me, I have to find 6 sources for my ethnology paper.. before 12... during work.  which will give me a good excuse to not play "flat out" with Isaac.. but i still have the trying to stay awake problem.  If anyone has any super great tips on how to stay awake, just let me know:)  meanwhile, i am READY FOR THE WEEKEND!

and more importantly.. i am ready for summer <3

things i hope the summer brings:

• new friends
• new habits
• new room
• random vacations
• parks
• love
• family
• crafts
• sunshine
• shorts
• swimming
• FUN!!!

I really can't contain myself. :)

just found this poem i wrote about a boy my freshman year of college.... oh man.  an i never finished it.

Glances are exchanged

Flirtatious talk and touch

It wont be long, she'll fall for him

She cant hold back the rush

The room is filled with people

But it feels like just the two

As he plays his guitar for her

She believes his words are true

The faster that they move closer

The faster that they lay back

The faster that the clothes disappear

The faster that she regrets

Her weakness starts to bleed through

She falls in love too fast

She wants to make him happy

And make this moment last

She knows not his intentions

Does he feel the way she does?

Will he remember her the next day?

Oh, God , he feels so good

A soft kiss on the forehead

They whisper their goodnights

Emotions run through both of them

As they stare in each other's eyes

They tell each other secrets

His arms wrapped around her tight

A soft kiss on the lips leaves her with

THE MOST PROMISING GOODNIGHT.

8/07

the morning comes, she leaves for home

he kisses her goodbye

the whole way home, she thinks of him

and how it felt so right

the week goes by, he doesn't call...

has she been used again?

but then he calls her telling her

he loves his ex girlfriend

despite this fact, he's on her mind

she can't get him out of her head

his face, his touch, the way he smiles

...and every word he said

a week goes by, and there he is

he arms embrace her tight

"i'm so glad that you came" he said

she doesn't question or fight

Destination: BEAUTIFUL

I LOVE THE SUNSHINE AND WARM WEATHER!!!

it's a good 53 degrees here in Logan right now.. which means driving with the windows down and ditching the jacket.  It is getting me so excited for summer! I love not having to wear a jacket, and walking to school is so much happier:)

This summer is gonna be super different though!  No daycamp.. no illinois friends.. no living at home..

I'll be living in Clarksburg with Lindsey!  It will be fun, just different.  I realized that i do pretty well with change.. but at the same time i am horrible with it.  that doesn't make any sense really, i know.  I guess i just get bored with things super easy so i need change.. and i am used to having huge changes in my life with moving so much.  But after the change occurs... i seem to dwell on the past and miss the way things used to be. idk i am so super confusing sometimes!

i am so ready for vegas. like so ready. i just need a vacation, and i miss ashton so much! it will be warm, party-filled, usu basketballed, and stress free. :)

I get to see my mom and dad and brother in 3 days!  I miss them.

oh, darling, don't you ever grow up

Your little hands wrapped around my finger, and it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter 'cause you're dreaming, so I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light

To you, everything's funny.  You got nothing to regret.  I'd give all I have, honey.  

If you could stay like that

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little, It could stay this simple

I won't let nobody hurt you.  Won't let no one break your heart.

no one will desert you.  Just try to never grow up, never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies, and you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At 14, there's just so much you can't do, and you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots

But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older too
And don't lose the way that you dance around in your PJs getting ready for school

No one's ever burned you, nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to just try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs

I just realized everything I have
Is someday gonna be gone

So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder than I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my night light on

Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up

Oh, I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
Could still be little, It could still be simple

This song makes me cry every time!! I seriously don't want to grow up anymore.  I feel like all my friends are getting in super serious relationships and graduating from college.. and all i want to do is turn 5 years old again.  It makes me so sad to think that the days of living with my family are over.  I miss having my dad come home from work, and coming home with my mom there always happy to see me.  I miss doing silly things with my brother and sister that we would think up when we're bored, and all we had was each other.  I get to go visit my mom and dad and brother in 2 weeks though, so that will be good:)

Hola!

I'm taking a Spanish class.  Can you tell?

:)

I'm also in an HTML class.. which is way cool to learn.  And my FAVORITE.. an ADVANCED photoshop class.  I love it!  I will put up some stuff that i've done in that class later.

i love this stuff>>>>>>>

 Urban Decay "All Nighter" make-up setting spray!

I can totally tell on the days that i forget to spray it on.  New must have for suuuuure.

XOXO

BEST. LOTION. EVER.

St. Ives Intensive Healing lotion!  Caisie bought it yesterday.. and after using it once i HAD to get it!  It makes my skin so super smooth!

ALSO.

I am officially going to LAS VEGAS for spring break!!! 

I'm so stoked.   

I am driving there and getting one of my FAVORITE people, Ashton, from the airport, and we are going to be there thursday, friday, and saturday!  We're staying in the Imperial Palace (on the strip) ... and did i mention i am so excited!  We are going to have such a blast.  We're still trying to figure out shows and stuff! 

 

WAH OH WAH OH, i wanna know you

I <3 MY SCHOOL!

we beat new mexico state tonight! It was on ESPNU, and the spectrum was SO freaking loud.  It was a super good game.

ALSO.  I bought a waffle maker today.  But when we opened it, it looked used.  Like crumbs and syrup used.  So return it I must. :)

Kan and I are about to watch Hoarders! Sick.